1. Your name plus "y"?
whitneyy... ok not so amazing

02. Two feelings at the moment?
a.) boredom
b.) anxiousness

03. What are you listening to right now?
the walls closing in on me AHHH

04. A part of a song lyric that's in your mind right now?
put your hands down my pants and i bet you'll feel nuts (actually its a safe guess you won't)

05. Describe where you are right now?
andrew's place... mountain dew cans and socks.

07. What are you craving to have right now?
a poptart because there is an empty box in the pantry and i put my hand in it and... it ws empty which bites

08. Any unforgettable childhood memory?
the taste of penicillin that yummy liquid pink stuff they give you when you're too little to swallow pills.  yum.

09. A not-so-good childhood memory?
why did i have to drink that yummy shit so much? these would be the repressed memories and why i am afraid of doctors

10. What are your nicknames?
"the rock" "hot pants" "travis"

11. Your three plans for tomorrow?
pick up my glasses, pick up my check, go to work

12. Your three plans for today?
do the dishes, watch house, not smoke a butt (so far so good)

13. Are you thinking of someone right now?
i wasn't and now i'm trying to quick think of someone and the name "chevis" keeps coming into my mind even though i've never met him i just think the name is awesome like... who the hell is really named chevis?

14. Do you party?
i'm not very good at it

15. Do you like twins?
in second grade there was this kid in my class named brandon and his twin brother wasn't in my class, but his n ame was jason and he always used to yell "hey meakins" at me on the playground, which scared the crap out of me

16. Fill in the blank: "I am..."
rosemary's granddaughter?

17. Say something in six words to the person who sent this to you?
i can't count can you?

19. Mary has her little lamb. What would you have:
that's so dirty and wrong

20. Say anything you like to whoever is reading your answers:
ok punk why don't you answer a question... why aren't our genitals on our heads?

21. Are you feeling hungry?
no i've been eating all day

22. Who do you miss right now?
working... is that a who? i feel like i should go to work.

23. Last friend you saw ?
sasha

24. Are you in love?
apparently

25. What do you like doing late at night?
watching discoverly health channel shows like "born without a face" and "face eating tumor" no lie, both of which were on last night, one on TLC and i had to keep switching back and forth between them

26. if you were in a farm what would you do?
if i were in a farm i'd say help get me out of this farm

27. When you were a kid, what did you want to be when you grew up?
a vet, hairdresser, or... "lady astronaut"

28. Last gift?
a pair of earring which joe actually made for me which is very cute

29. Did you like it?
umm yes

30. Do you play an accordion?
i play everything i'm a playa just kidding

lots of flies

hot then cold hot then cold

only one who i remember

who are the rest

crazy dancing people chop their own heads off with their arms

and of course the flies

A mansion on a hill is a lovely sight to see
But like any other house, it's only temporary
Home is anywhere you choose to put your heart;
If there's no love inside, it'll soon fall apart.

Ashes to ashes, dust into dust
Buildings will crumble, bridges will rust
Mountains will disappear, rivers will dry up
And so it goes with everything but love
And so it goes, with everything but love

You can drive around in a long limosine
If you don't know where you're going, it don't mean a thing
He who'd walk a mile, just to hold an empty hand
Knows what it means, to be a wealthy man

Ashes to ashes, dust into dust
Buildings will crumble, bridges will rust
Mountains will disappear, rivers will dry up
And so it goes with everything but love
And so it goes, with everything but love

Worldly treasures will all pass away
There's just one thing that's put here to stay

Ashes to ashes, dust into dust
Buildings will crumble, bridges will rust
Mountains will disappear, rivers will dry up
And so it goes with everything but love
And so it goes, with everything but love

sometimes you just have to start over

kind of like rebooting your brain

i used to just keep diaries, journals, etc. forever, but now i just keep them as long as i feel i need to, and then allow myself to let go.

i feel that it's a good system.

letting go.

healing freeing whathaveyou.